Lost then found
I used to be alone. And then you found me again. I told you I was sorry for running off, and you held me around the waist and told me everything was ok. And from that moment on, I realized my stupidity, and was found in the pouring rain.
It sucks when all you want to do is see him and hear his voice. But he won’t text you back. I miss you 3
It’s great to know your ex wants you back. But it’s easy to make a decision when you like somebody else. We’re so close, all you gotta do is ask me :)
You don’t think I’m secretively in love with him? Buddy, we text each other every day at whatever time. We play black ops with each other from 5-1 in the morning. We Skype each other every night. We flirt with each other like we’re a couple. And your telling me I have no reason to be in love with him?! Fuck off. He’s more of a best friend then Zac is and guess what, I am kinda in love with him. I’m allowed to be. He treats me right. He makes me smile. He makes me blush. He makes me feel like im important and that I matter to him. You lost your chance to be with me a long time ago! Now that you have a girlfriend, let me be happy and try to have a boyfriend
It’s good to know that there is still one person that I can tell anything to and he won’t judge me, instead, he tells me he likes me. I can’t wait to hug him today ^.^
The worst part, is the realization that I lost someone who mattered so much to me. And I don’t know if he’ll come back. My heart was shattered and I have no one to pick up the pieces. I miss him so much already. I want to be in his arms again. Feel his kiss against mine. Have his arms around me. But it will probably never happen again. I lost him.
I lost him. I tried so hard and I lost him. Bye Ben. Even though you have another girl already, I love you ;(
